December 7, 2006

• ARGH!!!!

  some days i just can't handle it.  some days i am okay with it.  it's never easy when you have a disagreement with a family member let alone a shouting match.    it didn't go so well.  we both were very heated and things were said that might not have been said if both of us were calm.  i know that this person pushes my buttons sometimes and vice versa.  but some of the things that were said about me were not taken too kindly but rather hurt and stung to the core.  what i have been accused of, this person has done the same to me but she doesn't choose to see her fault in anything.  it's not a tit for tat kind of thing the reason why i write.  it's just random senseless stream of consciousness writing at the moment.  a kind of venting per se.  although i'm not like.. oh shit, what is his name.  james joyce?  no.  maybe?  who remembers high school english honors anymore.  i don't remember.  i don't remember much anymore.  being a mom has made me forget a lot of things which is why i rely on my stupid treo so much.  it hurt, i cried and now my eyes are dry and i feel like my face is puffy.    i don't think ed noticed which is good because i don't want to recount everything that happened.  thank god for shams.  she seems to understand where i am coming from. 

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