May 4, 2005

• so i had a conversation with that fool of a friend of mine last night.. i don't know how much longer we'll be friends because i really laid it on him thick with the anger and frustration...  he calls me one day last week during quarter end and i had no energy to deal with his crap so i just concentrated on work... to which he writes an email a couple of days later since i didn't return his phone calls....  how very freaking funny to me... it's okay that i call him and he never returns my phone calls for weeks and months on end.. but when he calls me and i don't return his phone call for a couple of days he can get all stupid and crazy and write an email to ask if i got his message?  oh lord... he is deluded...  he can dish it out but he can't take it...  so i basically told him my anger and frustration of why i resent him and his relationship -- due to the fact that everything that i've been telling him for the past 12-13 years he only finally figures it out because of the freaking flavor he's know for a whole 3-4 months -- i also told him that he doesn't take the initiative to do stuff for his friends -- he only makes a move after we all contact him first, that he doesn't own up to his own mistakes but tries to talk  his way out of things...  he asked me what we are supposed to do about it and if i still wanted a friendship with him..  i told him that i honestly couldn't answer that right now because i don't know what i want or want to do...  we'll see...  i am at that point where i don't care about this anymore.. that if it is salvaged i might do something but i won't be saddened if this friendship dies.. it has taken too much out of me..  and i will just let things lie now...

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